Happiness is a strange feeling !

Wow. I don't think I have ever felt so happy, I am still feeling all the other stuff but new information is coming in and clouding it over! The bad news I got today was some school results which weren't fabulous and blood test results too. Then two friends of mine have a date this weekend and frankly they should've gotten together weeks ago so I'm sort of sick of them and their coupleness is now kinda sickening.
However the "wow" news is that I got my design tech score which was 49/50, I know I was slightly disappointed that I lost 1 mark too but I think I have come to terms with it now. Still sobbing a little though. The other thing was a few days ago my friend gave me a riddle and I have solved it. He told me: you can acquire it but I cannot, many people have this object and I would've like it for my birthday but no one gave it to me. It was a dress :) I was so unbelievably proud of him and I am now helping him through everything because I have had friends before who enjoyed dressed like the opposite gender but were completely straight. I am so glad that he told me and we talked about our shared experiences and how he thought I was so brave for going to school as a man. I am going to help him through this as long as he needs me. I love you X, you are perfect in every single way.
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If I were a boy...

SO I had casual clothes day today and I dressed as a boy. It was quite fun actually ! I got many stares O.o  Most of my friends, except for one were completely okay with me being a boy and barely questioned me. Which is probably because they are used to my abnormalness. Xander thought my hair was a little strange and couldn't stop staring at it and that was before I said be should gel up his hair like manga characters and then his hair could defy gravity. Most of the stares I got were rather judgemental in the bad sense however there were the rare few of mainly year 11 girls who gave me stares that were kind of nice and respectful... if that's the right word.
How rude of me ! Sorry for not saying this earlier, but this is what I wore: blacky skinny jeans, converse, a mens Ramones shirt and buttoned purple check shirt, ray-bans with my hair slicked back. Later I put on a boys striped jumper from Germany too because it became quite chilly !
Rach really enjoyed it, she says I look hot as a guy and I'm her new boyfriend. I liked it to to be honest, it was fun being a guy for a day. Bus ride in the afternoon was fun too ! Lots of kisses !
(this was happy!)
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Sociopaths in EngLang

Life is stupid. What are we even meant to do with it? Look, I am the kind of person who enjoys drama because it keeps everything exciting but it has to be new drama, not the same thing over and OVER AGAIN! While in the most amazing class ever, English Language we were discussing how people that don't think about how they affect other people's feelings are sociopaths.
Then we discovered that our friend Alice is indeed a sociopath. She doesn't care about the consequences of her actions. For example; she invited two guys that she has crushes on to the Moomba festival. WHO DOES THAT!? Now she doesn't want to hurt either of them. Bit fucking late don't you think? It's all about her, all the time. Think about others and act your fucking age! She's the adult and I'm the kid! And if she says 'I'm not in the mood' one more time as an excuse I will punch her in the fucking face! Life lesson #1
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I go deep..

So now I'm having a threesome with Rachie and Daniel? Yeah, no thanks. Just to clarify this was a dream of Rachie's.
Change of topic! Apparently people think my eyes are really deep and I always look depressed, sad or worried. I not sure what to think about this yet except it explains why people always ask me if I'm okay. NO ONE IS EVER OKAY!
I really have nothing to say. Oh, I have a doctors appointment on wednesday That's exciting. I have no energy or strength lately which is weird for a sportsman like myself.
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