Better than ever

So the bitch is back and stronger than ever. I'm back to my usual ways with people; not that I really ever ceased my general behaviour but I did try being different for a while and I still dislike it. Now people can't say that I haven't tried it or done it recently. Was that what it was all about? Probably. Did I feel good toying with their mind? HELL YES!
It's good to be back.
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Can't.

I'm so overwhelmed with feelings. I think I'm like the Grinch and my tiny heart isn't used to it. I'm not used to these feelings and they should feel good right? But I jut feel scared, sad, anxious, worries, angry and somehow numb.
I don't know if I want this or if I can handle it. I just need a hug. A long one. No talking, just silence.
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In between lecture bordem

I seriously need to find something to do during my 3 our break of Tuesday. Like, building a fort, that would be fun and productive. Damn Monash for being in the middle of nowhere.

I officially love the apple store

This is the second time that I have gone there and been hit on. I love it. This time I was buying my iPad and getting it set up. Gosh the looks she threw at me, and lest I forget the rainbow bracelet and necklace? She was literally perfect! Blonder hair, light blue eyes. Unf. She also goes to Monash and does science but is a 3rd yea r so I get to see her around :) she told me she'd look out for me.
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What do I do when my mums away for the weekend?

I get 4 tattoos. That's how it's done. Especially since it's the one thing she said I should never get done.

Just fucking stop.

Seriously. I would rather be locked in a room with my father than you. Even he is bothering me less than you are. I would rather be friends with him. Get the fucking picture?

Lol

Just realised you probably think that post a little while again about breaking your heart is about you. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. Wow, now, it's about a guy because unlike you, I've moved on to many different guys actually and I won't break your heart I will crush it, in case I haven't already.
MUHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.
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