Last battle

An attempt is going to be made. I will try to talk to her today and tell her everything. I just want to give her a hug and go back to normal... or what I consider to be normal. I have nine more days to fix this. Can I make it happen?
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Talking?

Yes there was talking. It wasn't too bad. We were together before one of our exams and words were said to her and she even responded and asked me a question. I wasn't expecting it so I just said "who me?"
Yeah so that's it. Talking. First step succeeded.
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I hate life

It is truly rock bottom with no point of living any longer. My life has no purpose and I am just here to say, go fuck yourself Gordon.
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R is back. FUCKYES

Fuckity fuck wit. Yeah I'm back. God I can't believe that Rachael actually thought she was fucking happy. Boy was she wrong. Now she's gone and she won't be back for a long while. She's been hurt and that girl does not get over a broken heart easily. So here I am again. Finally the bitch is back. Feels so fucking good to be back after being trapped inside the hideously happy being. Now to reek some fucking mayhem. At least you know that I'll never go and fucking change or do something stupid like giving a fuck. I don't have a fuck in which to give. Off is the general direction in which people should fuck. Yours truly, R.
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