Wednesday 17 October 2012

I want you to be mine <3

I shake because I can only tell her one thing at a time,
But the first will be 'I want you to be mine',
Every highlight of her hair is like a star in my sky,
And I watch her struggle with the words trapped inside hiding behind a smile,
I'd like to hold her waist and tell her everything is going to be okay,
But I can see in the corners of her eyes her thoughts are miles away zooming.
I wonder if she wants to take a dive,
If just to prove that she's alive,
Her radiance is like an epicenter and I am just an aftershock,
Her beauty is like a lunar eclipse,
And I just can't take my eyes away,
But I just want a piece of her before I leave,
Even if I bob and weave through a forest of my tangled thoughts.
She says she likes my rebellious nature,
And I wonder if she can hear my hearts overture.
If she is a drug then I am an addict,
My euphoria grows every time I hear her giggle,
Her heart is stained blood red as if to say how much she cares,
And I just say 'welcome to the family of misfits',
because I know that my love will never quit.

Saturday 6 October 2012

Hangover movie part 3

So to celebrate finishing practice exams we had a gathering. It started straight after school going to aly's. then we met Matt and Geoffrey and got dinner and alcohol. Myself, Matt and Geoffrey went to rocket park and drank there. When we arrived at the gathering we had already had a lot to drink. Geoffrey was off his face ad was a very clingy drunk. He wanted more vodka and I hid it from him a lot. He was already known as the drunk one. I remember kissing him to distract him from the vodka which worked and also kidding Matt because he was left out. Past this I don't remember anything until the end of the party. I remember vaguely being moved and putting up a bit of a fight as it hurt and lying down with Aidan feeding me water through a straw. I was freezing and Xander's mum and Aidan were talking about how I am usually the one taking care of people and I don't need help. The next day the spare guys and I went to the movies and they filled in the blanks. Firstly, I hooked up with them. Also I took Geoffrey to Xander's bedroom and called Kurt and asked him what to do and he told me to sit him up and talk to him but apparently if he sat up he would just try to hook up with me. Later we went out to the street and that's where I collapsed and also threw up a lot. That's where the moving and carrying came in. Then from 10:10 onwards, I was in the room being taken care of. I checked me phone Ad I called a lot of people before collapsing.
I guess this will be a great story to tell in years to come. I thought it was pretty funny anyway that I didn't know exactly how bad I was and neither did my mum or anyone else at the party other than my boys. Love my boys <3