Can't.

I'm so overwhelmed with feelings. I think I'm like the Grinch and my tiny heart isn't used to it. I'm not used to these feelings and they should feel good right? But I jut feel scared, sad, anxious, worries, angry and somehow numb.
I don't know if I want this or if I can handle it. I just need a hug. A long one. No talking, just silence.
Rage more?

In between lecture bordem

I seriously need to find something to do during my 3 our break of Tuesday. Like, building a fort, that would be fun and productive. Damn Monash for being in the middle of nowhere.

I officially love the apple store

This is the second time that I have gone there and been hit on. I love it. This time I was buying my iPad and getting it set up. Gosh the looks she threw at me, and lest I forget the rainbow bracelet and necklace? She was literally perfect! Blonder hair, light blue eyes. Unf. She also goes to Monash and does science but is a 3rd yea r so I get to see her around :) she told me she'd look out for me.
Rage more?